[add] dont attempt to lie to me, i fcking hate liars.
jst dont be sorry tht u did.
i'd rather be slapped with the fcking truth than be kept in the dark.
sth's wrong with me agn haha. snappy mood.
then agn, the thought of him. the epitome of peacefulness and simplicity. makes me go roundround. :) [/add]
slept at 6plus in the morn, woke up at 5pm finally after receiving many calls and smses.
12plus frm lemuel , following by cliff twice, janeys and kolin.
didnt feel like heading out to twn at all.. sigh. wanted to head parkway bt oh wells!
met kolin in the end at 6plus at tamp int. went to get lotsa chocs cos we havent eaten, togth with a packet of ribena.. yup! got onto the train. then we started eating happily..and across us was this lady in white..kept on staring at both of us. and im like how pissed lahh.
then yeah kol said maybe she's a undercover or sth. then we jst shoved the idea aside! until she requested to change seats with this guy beside kolin, and told us shes a police and that we cant consume food/drink in the train. wtf right.
brought us to the train master at cityhall. kolin was quite pissed like i wasnt bt fck care lahh in the end also jst verbal warning. whalau. police who're so free oughta be shot dead sia!
went ta town.. guess who i saw.. angel lie di di! hohoho. omg i saw chuanyee first and then i saw her! wooooooooohooooo. : )
then bloody kolin walk so fast.. saw cassie, left kolin, saw lynn&shawn and waited for jane since she quarreled with markk.. yup.
met cyndi! :) cute looking.
anyway milfing at cheers agn. don't understand myself lahh. why am i not afraid. lessons after lessons, even fell out with him cos of this once. why wont i learn?
nvm. jane went to meet mark at serangoon so i was looking fr ppl to meet up and coincidentally i met atqs and yoos. slacked and then went youth park. omg sucked. went food court.. ate and then walked down orchard road damn sian, things felt different altogether alr.. nvm.. things change.
supposedly waited for kolin..saw vanessa! : )
and in the end kolin didnt turn up.. sian.
went home aft tht. saw josie! hehe, nice dude! :D what a boring day..
heading parkway tmr i hope, i miss that place, you, and my bag.
no one's making an effort here, it's okay, im better off this way. every single one of you, thankyou verymuch.
i miss bryo! come back soon lah dey.
trust me when i say there's no such things as best friends.
trust me when i say love's a painful and scary thing. when u get youre heart tamed and how you can feel it sink right within you. when the blade goes down on youre wrist and it doesnt hurt. when everythings not exactly natural, and you'l hafta change yourself for yyoure partner. or so that youre partner will stay with you. there's totally no point in that lahh. basically youre jst lying to yourself aye?
oh welll i dont know. suddenly feel that love is something pretentious, imagine going to somewhere jst because youre partner wants to, not because you enjoy it too. whats the point in it..
their one month together. no i didnt appear to remember. but apparently i got reminded. more months to come, aye? : )
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