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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

let go

because someone just reaffirmed my doubts that cool is the new black(well, it has always been?),
why am i surprisingly unsurprised?
my my..

i saw something i felt was too apt
"too cool? maybe not that.

i don't fancy people who decide who is/is not worthy of associating with based on social standing - "you're not cool enough so i'm not going to get too close with you because you'll drag me and my painstakingly established reputation down." (oh give everyone a break.)

i don't fancy people who become cool.
i dislike being upheld to anything.
"

who is anyone to judge whether one is cool or not? haha
wake up your idea man, (fit in the right descriptive word.)
yeah, i'm not that great, not that fun, not anything good. i hate to live up to expectations and ideals.
i hate stereotypicalism(is there such a word?)
i hate having to be watched and judged and everything else.
i hate having to pretend(but at least i dont pretend to be cool. ha!).
i am, tired. are you?

most of the time i wallow in the complexity of my thoughts, and i want so badly to get my act together(to study.)
we need to have the mentality "A's tomorrow!"

sigh. i need a getaway.
will you be my solace?

drenched in distaste ; 9:46 PM



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